Tuesday, January 15, 2013

It's TUESDAY - Whit's P-Day!


Are you thinking "I cannot believe there is an update on this blog two times in one week!!" If so, you are NOT alone!  I am impressing myself right now - I just had to share that with you.  

Well since it is Whit's P-Day and we got an email I thought I'd share the letter and pictures with you. **disclaimer ** Mr./Brother Jordan Routt, if you are reading this particular post and there are things in this post that could get Whit and her sister roommates a "talkin' to" such as, oh I don't know... maybe proof Whit isn't eating all of her vegetables, a cluttered room/unmade bed, or her acting like a monkey by climbing the walls - let's keep them between you and me - deal?  OR you can just skip this post and catch the next one. *wink *wink.   I am so glad Whit mentioned you and Mr./Brother Benson Tanner in her email.  I think it helps us, as her family, know that she is being taken care of while she is away.  (we may or may not be over protective of our lil sister/youngest daughter, best friend/loved one, etc)  

I am going to say, this is one of the best emails (in my opinion) we have received from Whit thus far.  She sounds more upbeat even though she still gets frustrated and struggles from time to time.


Whit's email, January 15, 2012

I finally think I have everyone's email address, yay. Except dad, does he have one?
So one more week down :) that's exciting huh! I wish I had time to go back and review all of the letters I have sent, but I don't. So sorry if I am repeating information.
Days still drag on and on and on, and weeks are getting faster. My companion needs to go buy boots before we go to korea, so we get to go shopping! But it was this huge process and I had to sign my life away agreeing that I wouldn't meet up with anyone or even tell anyone where I'm going ect, ect, ect. BUT I want you all to know this girl is getting some therapy, going shoppin! :)
I went to the Temple this afternoon. It was good, as always. I find myself really distracted. My thoughts jump every where. I feel like the most biopolar person ever. I have some really awesome days, and then some really not so good days ha. But I'm still alive.
It takes so much work to be a missionary. I teach an "investigator" every single day...in Korean. Guys, I can't speak Korean. I read from a piece of paper and then pretent like I know what they're saying back to me, and 99% of the time I have no idea what's going on. I had a one-on-one with a teacher, brother petersen. he helped me a lot, but i felt like that kid in resource...who probably should go back to 3rd grade instead of being in 5th. Know what I mean? It is so hard. And I am humbled every single day. Actually, would you like to know what I heard today? I heard that Spanish missionaries learn a language. English missionaries learn the gospel. And Asian missionaries learn to be humbled. Amen is all I gotta say to that.
I can't keep any of my days straight, they're all meshing. So I can't really tell you what I did this past week cause I really can't remember. Maybe if I had my journal...oops. I forgot it. Um brady, thanks for writing to me and feeling my pain learning this language. I bet being in brazil was hard and that's what i get to do for 15 months. Mom, i loved your letter, the dear elder one that you wrote about your day with all the kids, and i also love hearing your testimony. it really strengthens me. Dad, you finally wrote me! Haha yes, I remember always asking you to suck the hot off my fire ball. I wish everything were as simple as that, like I could ask you to suck the pain out of missionary work haha. You're a great Dad, and you always are willing to make my burdens light, I love you. I hope you're driving safe. All of you are in my thoughts and prayers. I miss you all mostly at nights, during the day they keep me busy enough to be okay...except for the korean being thrown at me. One of my teachers told me he saw my blog, thanks for updating it zo. I don't really know what's on there but that's okay i don't need to know. I told him to comment on it, and he said he would but who knows. His name is Jordan Routt. My other teacher is Benson Tanner, Mom I told him to look you up and he said he would. Josh, you might know him actually. He served from 2009-2011 ish...he said your name sounded familiar, you might have been here at the MTC around the time that he was? Do you remember him? Sky, what do you do at your work? I feel like you never answer my questions. Bj, i brag about my brother in law being a helicoptor instrutor, all the time. thanks for being so cool, cool enough to brag about :) This elder in my district, Elder Peck...he reminds me of you. Its like knowing you and being your friend when you were 19 years old. Haha, it's great. My friend, Elder Layton arrives tomorrow (I think?) and I am soooo excited to be seeing a familiar face! I can't wait for eishelle to come, I miss her. Someone text her and tell her I love her, please. I wish I could text all of you right now and tell you I love you.


I don't really know what else to say.  I'll leave ya'll with my testimony though. I know God and Jesus Chrst live. I know that they are real. I feel their love daily in my life. I know that Jesus was sent here to die for the sins of the whole world. There is a reason he died for us, so that we can make it through this life to return to live with Him in heaven. I believe in angels, and I know there are angels watching over all of us, to keep us feel close together. I know that the Book of Mormon has power in it. I know that if we read it, daily, that our lives will be improved and we will be happier. I know that God hears and answers our prayers. I know that there have been many times that I felt like I just couldn't give anymore, and he continually provides a way for me. I know there is power in living by and following the commandments of God. I know that God is all powerful, and I know he loves all his children. I'm grateful for examples in my life who have courage. Courage to stand for what is right. Courage to bring the gospel to all the world. It is my hope and prayer that we might all be able to live by example, for that's what Jesus did. I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
I love you.
May God be with us,
Love,
Whitley Jean <3

We also got a lot of pictures from Whit, as I am sure you have already notice, and I wanted to include them along with her comments and description.  SHE LOOKS GREAT!!!  I miss her more than words can say but I am so happy to see a smile on her face!  She is a B~E~A~U-tiful!!!

all the stuff mom and zo sent me. Felt like Christmas day


me with a fireball, just for you dad :)

 all the girls in my zone, there should be 12 girls.

 just a day in class, i almost always pull my hair on top of my head..if you haven't noticed that. I usually pull it up after the language has beaten me up.




                   

  ←     Whitley in Korean... well kinda, we just have to sound it out.





Hunsaker in Korean. It sounds like this..hun-say-kour.    ↴
                   
      

A castle Elder Fund drew. I'm going to live in a castle apparently. Me, Josh and our eight kids





Still trying to figure out how to climb the wall. I don't understand why every single elder does this, so we thought we'd try to do it. I still don't understand why it's so awesome. Probably cause I never accomplished it.



This is me and Sister Bell. She is from Rexburg Idaho, and she's the cutest and sweetest thing around. Also the last picture is spinach! Ew. Its like the horse was munchin on his hay and then spit in on my plate. Why does anyone eat this? Just thought I'd show you what they're feeding me. The fish and rice I ate with it was good though!          
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I hope everyone has enjoyed all of these pictures as much as we have.  We are all extremely happy to see the smile on Whitley's face.  Once again doesn't hesitate to put pen to paper and write Whit a letter or log on to www.dearleder.com and say HI to Sister Whitley Jean Hunsaker.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

All Ends Of The Spectrum

Hi All - this blog entry is going to cover a lot of information so hold and on enjoy the update.

We have received a few letters from Whit, YIPPEE!!!   I knew I had an amazing sister but to know the struggles she is going thru and trying to overcome, the strength and determination she has just amazes me that much more.  My sister is always looking for the positive in life and in people. She has a huge heart and truly cares for the people around her, that she has, or will come in contact with.  She loves the people in Korea, she is excited to go teach them and learn from them, but at the same time she is overwhelmed.  The language is not an easy one to learn; she has mentioned more than once just how frustrating it really is.

Whitley was able to email us a few pictures so I thought I'd share. 


As a family we celebrated Christmas the weekend of Thanksgiving and then we all celebrated again on Christmas Day.  Whit was able to get her Christmas presents delivered to her (thanks Brady & Marcio for taking the packages to Provo).  I'm pretty sure she took more Christmas pictures than we did...

























Whitley loves the gift Sky gave her.  She certainly misses Skyler every single day! 

Whit LOVES the Christmas card she got from Brady & Marcio!


Our Christmas card delivered from the MTC

This is Whit's roommate - I cant decide if I don't know her name or if I just don't remember... 


This is what Whit got to do on her New Years Day.  

Some of the next information is a little dated but I still wanted to update everyone with everything.  We all get a group message from Whit and then she writes a little blurb for each of us.  Please note I have edited some of the personal messages as they are just that - personal. :) 

Whitley's email on Christmas Day:

Merry Christmas my family :)
First of all I just have to say how much I love all of you. All of your support strengthens me more than words can say. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
 
Mom, I haven't meant to neglect you. Not sure if all of you got my email last week? It said time was up and I may have forgotten to hit send? I don't know. I didn't mean to neglect dad either...I was planning to write more but then it said I was out of time. Reading emails takes up a lot of time. There is so much I want to tell you all, but I leterally have no time to do it :( Mom, I miss you. So much. I hope you're taking care of yourself and continue this journey just one day at a time. God loves you Momma. He knows how selfless you are and he is blessing you as you support me in Serving Him. I've only been here two weeks and I already see big transformations in myself. We have 16 hour days-mostly spent in classrooms learning korean and the gospel duh. it is very difficult learning the language but the lords tender mercies remind me why i am here. I know he wants me to return to live with him and this is just the beginning. Mom I love getting letters from you, daily. If you need to write me every day on dear elder that's fine. Take advantage of that while you can.
 
Dad, your dear elder letter you wrote me made me cry, like crazy. I love you. I know you are proud of me. You've always said that..but the other thing in there you never said to me. It warmed my soul :) Thank you, I needed to hear that from you. I think you cried when you dropped me at the curb..I know this is hard for you too, but God has me in his hands and is guiding my life. I am so grateful for the opportunity I have to serve. I miss you, dad! 

Zoey and BJ: Thank you for supporting me. Zo I love getting letters from you. Thank you for all of the things you have sent me and all of the encouraging words. I LOVED ALL the pictures you sent me. Mom and dad made a good lookin batch of kids, eh? Haha. Seriously though guys, I love being able to look at you whenever I want in my photo album. I remember the day we took pictures so well and I love that we made that memory together.

Brady & Mark: YOU MADE ME A PACKAGE FOR CHRISTMAS! :) Over the intercom they kept saying missionaries look for your name posted to come get your package, on christmas eve. and I thought oh I won't have one cause we already did christmas...and then as everyone was preparing for bed they announced all the missionaries names that still needed to go up and get their package and they said my name!! :) Which meant I had something to open on christmas morning :) :) Thanks guys, for making this not-so-much-feelin-like-christmas-day feel a little closer to chirstmas. I loved the card you bought me. Huge tears streamed down my face while reading it though. 'All you wanted for chirstmas was me' cutest thing ever. All I wanted for christmas was for my family to be okay. I hope all of you are surviving. Brady, I started collecting my letters in a little folder like you said, and its already over half way full. Everyone in my district makes fun of me, after lunch and dinner we get mail and every time they all guess to see 'how many letters sister hunsaker got today!' haha I love it though. I sure am loved and none of it goes unnoticed. So braid thank you for the huge pink binder, I'll need a bigger one for sure. I wish I had an email address for you guys.
 
Sky: I wish I had your email too. But I'm assuming mom is relaying my letters to you? I've been here two weeks bud...and got no letter from you :( I did get the braclet and socks :) Love those socks.  I love you sky and I think of you daily. I swear I wont hate your guts if you don't write me my entire mission...you will have to make it up to me somehow though :) haha.
 
Joshua: Thank you for all the letters you've written me. You always know what I need to hear from you.

Between the last letter and this letter Whitley got news about her bestest girlfriend - Ms Eishelle Whitney - therefore this picture below is most definitely appropriate.


So guys I leave the MTC 2.26.13 Which means I'll have 6 days with eishelle!!! :) That's a tender mercy from the Lord right there. I could definitely benefit from seeing my best friend. Even though I probably wont get more than a couple minutes each time I see her because they keep you so busy, at least I'll have her for a couple days. I don't know my flight plans or anything like that yet. But when I do I'll let you know. I plan on buying a calling card so I can call you when I get the the airport. Ummm my relase date is 6.3.14 haha they already made me aware of that day. So yay something to look forward to :) Also, everyone here in the MTC farts, I think they put something in the food? It's gross. I've lost count of all the farts I've walked in to. Unknowingly of course.
 
In all seriousness though, I love the gospel. I love my Savior. I know without a shadow of a doubt that he is real. He came to this earth to not only die for me, but to live for me. Ah there is so much I wish I could tell you but there isn't enough time. I plan on mailing home my journal once its full- and it's filling up quick. I love you all :) dear elder me and I'll write you a hand letter back, if you have specific questions or whatever.
 
With all my love,
Sister Hunsaker

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This next letter is from New Year's Day.  As a girl I don't know how you know what you will wear every day for the next 538 days - I can barely pack for a 3 day vacation.  There are so many decisions, so many options, and so many moods a girl can feel in a day and each one of those things need to be factored into our outfit.  Luckily for Whit she knows that 6 out of the 7 days she gets to wear her church clothes but she is learning she missed a few things an may have underestimated a few things.

FAMILY! HI :)
 
They really need to give me more time to write to all of you. I write things down throughout my week but I lose track of it and then I change my mind or something more important happens. I'm all nervous typing this in hopes that I say all I need to. Haha it's weird I feel like we're on a date or something, and all of you are my hot date ;) haha I love you all so much.
 
Okay first off Thank you:
 For loving me
 Supporting me
 Care package: Blankets smell like you mom :) so when I get home from my 16 hr days I smell you and I love it :) Josh, my white blanket is heavenly. Soooo soft, I cant even stand it. If only it had magical powers to make me fall asleep at night, that would be amazing. Nevertheless, I am SO GRATEFUL you sent it to me :) Momma thanks for the tights, they save my life. 

HIGH LIGHT OF TODAY: I saw a butt crack while waiting for my laundry. Not just any butt crack, but a very harry butt crack. Happy New Year to me! haha :)
 
Okay, forgive me but I have a list of things I need. I know that I said I would just suffer without them, but I dont like suffering anymore :(
 I didn't bring near as much clothes as I need.
-one pair sweat pants
-one pair of pants for the gym. I brought my yoga pants and appearently I made some elders feel uncomfortable while playing 4square. They were too afraid to say anything to me, dumb. I know. There are other sisters with pants just like mine, ugh. Whatever just a pair of those please.
-nail file, good ones ma. like yours
-pink polkadot sheets please! I want my own sheets, I dont like using the ones here. and I think i'll sleep better with my own sheets
-gloves, I have none and they say it will be freezing in seoul in feb
-hug and a kiss from all of you~! :)
-locks and name tags for my suit case, pretty please!
-i plan on buying a coat here in the mtc cause mine isnt workin too well and ima bout to freeze to death.
-my cheeta scarf thats white and tan
-ear plugs! Holy moly sisters are so loud I can't fall alseep to them talking. I just can't sleep in general though.
-cute scripture bag (not too big, but not small) like a cute purse? that will fit scriptures, kind of like the bag zoey had when ya'll dropped me off, that pink one? Just more suttle :) haha aka boring ;)
MARYKAY: regular face wash, self tanning stuff, eye remover, purple stuff i use the cotton ball with....ugh idk what else.
 
I can't believe how much denial I was in about being a "girlie girl" seriously though I am. I want a girls day. Like hair and nails done..and shopping! Wish I would of brought more clothes
 
Okay anyway on to the nitty gritty :)
 
I love and miss you all so much. I only have less than 5 mins left so i'm about to ramble. the mtc is hard. I didn't realize the strength it took to be a missionary. I still have tearful and sleepless nights :( It's not like me, not being able to sleep. Its awful I wake up before the alarm and my eyes are so red all the time. they're kinda lookin yellow too wich is werid cause i drink tons of water all day.
 
sorry if i haven't answered any specific things you have asked me. i just dont have time via email I can write hand written letters though if you want.
 
also send this to brady, i dont have his email on me
um tell dad i love him so much.
i wish I had more time guys, i'm sorry :( this email was selfish.
i HOPE all of you are hangin in there like i am. i didn't think this would be as hard as it is.
I'm about out of time.
thank you for the dear elders!!!
 
love you forever,
whitley


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In this next letter I am not sure if Whit is having a hard time with things and just wants to express to us the importance of positive letters or if she received a letter that may have set her back a little.  It is SO hard to put your feelings down on paper as it leaves too many opportunities for misunderstandings and miscommunication.  I wont lie, our family is/has been struggling and we know Whit is/has been as well so writing her and remaining positive can be a challenge.  When you write your missionary you want them to know you miss them, love them , hope they are happy but how do you put that down on paper and make it all sound upbeat?  And how do you know where the emphasis will be placed when the letter is read?  

AH! I FORGOT BRADY'S EMAIL ADDRESS...AGAIN :( Someone please send this to him! Shoot I'm horrible. Sorry braid, I love you!
Thanks for the package's zo and mom, ya'll love me too much, if that's possible.
I'll get going on the tape recorder, and hopefully ya'll can listen to it during sunday dinner or something :)
I have some pictures I'll be sending later tonight, hopefully! Or sometime next week if tonight doesn't work.
 
Days here in the mtc are soooo long, and weeks go by fast. ish.
GUYS! WE'VE ALMOST HIT OUR ONE MONTH! :) Look at us go!
I haven't been feeling well the last little bit, but I'm alive.
I cut my finger open, so I feel like I can't type fast at all and that's discouraging.
Skyler, I hope you don't feel like you dropped off the earth when I got my mission call. I hope all of you know that ALL of you are ALWAYS in my thoughts.
 
Um, encouraging letters are the best. I can't handle negative things. And I'm sorry if I have done anything to you guys that have made you feel like I don't love or appreciate everything that you do for me. I need all of you in my life and I feel like the relationship is one sided, where I'm taking and not giving back. I'm sorry. I know I should be better. I just don't know how to be a daughter/sister/best friend/girlfriend/servant to God all at once. I'm realizing all of my imperfections and the things I seem to always fall short of. I hope one day I can make it up to all of you. I try to equally distribute my love and attention and appearently I'm not doing that.
 
I wish I had more time to say what has been going on. Brady, Dad, and Josh you guys can relate to this--so much happens throughout the week and I only get one day/30minutes to tell ya'll about it and it's impossible. One thing I want to share with you though happend on Saturday. This thing called TRC, where real life people (outside of the MTC) come here and get taught by missionaries. We obviously only teach in korean, and I can't even begin to tell you how inadequate I felt. We taught two people. One of the feed back's we got by this guy, his name is jordon. he served in seoul west/seoul about a year or two ago and even though we were just reading our papers and had no idea if he knew what we were talking about, he did. He said, "when you are spiritually prepared, you're prepared." I keep thinking about that. It touched my heart and I know that the holy ghost helped relay the message.
 
I attended the temple today for my first time since entering the mtc. It felt like home. I loved it. Reminded me off all the times I went to the temple with all of you. The temple is important. I challenge and invite all of you to make temple attendance a weekly goal. If that's unrealistic, I suggest watching The Joseph Smith movie or Legacy. Both super good films and it will humble you and make you want to always choose the right.
 
This is all I have until next week. I can write hand written letters if you want. Just dear elder me and tell me.
Love you ALL so much.
 
With all my love,
Sister Whitley Hunsaker
 
ps mom the language is super difficult. I get discouraged daily, and cry almost every day because I fall short.

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Please remember that writing a letter to Whit right now is SO SUPER easy!!  As you can see any and all words of encouragement are greatly appreciated.  Please go to www.dearelder.com; click "write a letter"; select the Provo MTC, click "write a missionary"; input your information; Select Sister and finish with Whitley Hunsaker; box #250.  Once you submit the letter you will receive an email from dearelder.com for confirmation.  If you submit your letter before noon she will get the letter the same day, everything received after noon will be delivered to her the following day.  If you want to put pen to paper you are welcome to mail her a letter as well, once again any and all letters are greatly appreciated.  
Sister Whitley Hunsaker
MTC Mailbox #250
KOR-SEO 0225
2005 N 900 E
Provo UT. 84604

I wanted to end this blog on a SUPER positive note: 

ONE MONTH DOWN - 17 TO GO!!!!  CONGRATULATIONS to all of us!